No. You. Only you.

No. that won’t work for me, because all I’ve ever wanted is you. Only you and no one else. I would be happy for the rest of my life and I want you to know that I can only breath when your existence is next to mine. You’re perfection at it’s insecure point. I love that about you. I love everything about you and I don’t know what to do about it anymore. It sounds so cliché, but I can’t sleep without you. I can’t read because my eyes trail towards the picture of you next to my bed. They travel to the phone. The buttons beckoning me to dial your number. I can’t help but draw you, and trace your soft jawline, and draw your messy hair and your cute nose. I can’t help but love you with every growing multiplying cell in my entire body.

I kind of love you

Today I found out, that we are in love again
Today I found out I never want to leave you
Today I found out I have to make it all last before it ends
Today guess what I found out?
I found out that I never stopped loving you
Today I saw your face and smiled
Yesterday I saw your hand in mine
Yesterday your lips were on mine
Today I wanted to kiss you again
I will again tomorrow
Probably
And the next day
Today I told myself it'll be alright as long as I'm with you
Tomorrow I won't see you
Or the next day
Monday is when I see you
And it will start all over again  
March 3rd 2012  ♥ ♥ ♥

Left

The thought of jumping out of the car occurs every so often. I thought there were no more tears left to cry. Until I sit down and think about it, and slowly die.

Beauty

Is beauty a lie, like when you look in the mirror and you see a pretty face but there are secrets behind? Or is it another thing waiting to stab you in the back. Blood running down your spine, you realize, beauty comes from the inside.

Wonders

The wonders of the world, the way the trees swing back and forth, the way the sun kisses my skin, how when I look up, it's so bright and blue, with the wind blowing in my face, laughing about silly stuff, crying about everything else. Enjoying the time I'm alive.

Title here.. Where?

Name of Band: Pills and Soda, No Pun Intended, Severed Heads.......... Name of song from either band: I Love You Oh No Here It Goes...

Pair of Jeans

Something about just looking at her hurts me, like she is everything you wanted, something about it, kills me, I might doubt it sometimes, but inside, I really know. You've had her before, but me longer, maybe I am just those pair of jeans that you loved so much, but just need to go, it's been tooo damn long.